Saturday, February 11, 2012

Stronger....


Dani D Timeline:
1984: Born and transported to Andrews Hospital because:
"Sometimes however a baby will pass his first meconium while still in the womb, before the mother-to-be’s water breaks. If this happens the amniotic fluid will be tinted green. In many cases of hospital births where the baby has passed meconium before birth, a special NICU team will be called when the baby is delivered in case there was ingestion of the meconium into the baby’s lungs."
1996-2002: many years of not understanding myself, and unable to fit in because I didn't see the world as my peers did or should I say my peers didn't see the world as I did...

2006: graduated from HU (real) unable to find a job/landing a part-time for 5years. (still holding the position though)

2007-2008: Hospital Sick, Diagnosis, Emergency Surgery (or die), reveresal surgery

2011-2012: found myself among people with negative energy

And out of all of that the last thing is one of the HARDEST things I have dealt with because I am not a fan of negative energy as a matter of fact I am allergic to it. I struggle to get through my weeks sometimes but I am doing it and I am proud of myself. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger and my strength has been building since I was born. I am supposed to be here doing what I am doing right now. Getting my goals crossed off one by one, in order, on/in time...patience has become my best friend.
And the flip side of the above is...

1984: Born (I AM HERE)

1985-1995: Lived a wonder life of a child (Who can forget the summers in base housing???)

1996-2002: Privileged, spoiled, Band Geek, Black American Princess, Debutante, Howard bound, Teachers Pet, Honors/AP (being smart is cute TRUST!)

2003-2006: Howard Life (who can forget nights on the Yard!) Learned alot about myself and started falling in love with who I was becoming

2007-2010: Hey I'm Alright! I think I love me and no one will ever make me rethink or re-evaluate myself again. I will be doing me from now on and I don't care who doesn't like it.  I think teaching will be an ok profession...went back for Master ED. (Found Prince Royce and Bachata hey it makes me happy)

2011: PRAXIS I (completed and PASSED), Summer school position, Fall full-time position

2012: PRAXIS II Elem Edu COMPLETED AND PASSED!

Now my point of all this is not to brag or boast, my message is that even if you go through some awful stuff in life you can get through it and grow and become stronger than before, which will make you unstoppable and totally resistant to BULL SHYTZER! By resistant I mean you will be able to determine that it is BULLS*** and you will be able to make the very important decision to walk away from it making you resistant....(for the most part LOL) I am coming into myself and more than likely will be there by the time I am 30. The overall point is that I am happy and as much as others would like to see me fail...that will never happen because I know who is on my side ^ (My Father who art in heaven YA HEARD!) I am going to celebrate for my accomplishments!

Goals Accomplished for 2012:
1.) PRAXIS elem. edu PASSED
2.)
3.)
ETC... more on the way

Next I will be taking on the SPEC ED PRAXIS! (SO CLOSE)